Boot Camp

So, Oliver is almost 1 and I'm still just as fat as ever and so not impressed with myself. But I know, lack of sleep, stress...blah blah makes it harder to lose weight. Now that Oliver is off milk, and on the pump, he is sleeping better and the level of stress from the constant crying has gone down tremendously since he isn't crying 24/7. Starting today I am back with The Biggest Loser, doing the 6 week Cardio Max, Power Sculpt for "maximum weight loss results". I'm calling it my own Weight Loss Boot Camp. I've done it before and I lost a lot of weight, but I was also breastfeeding and on a dairy free diet because of Keegy's issues with milk. I just hope that with being able to sleep at night, and with the level of stress in my life going down, I will be able to stick with this boot camp and lose the weight and not give up because I'm not seeing results. I am seriously over being fat. None of my clothes fit and I am disgusted with myself. I thought for sure that by this time I would be back in all my old clothes. I am determined though that by this fall/winter I will be back in my old clothes...and then I can buy new, cuter clothes!