Reflecting how things could have been, it was worth it in the end

I seriously am horrible at this whole blog thing. I really love the idea of it all, but its been over a year since I last posted to my blog! Sheesh! So this time, I will try again...and really try!

Since I last posted our lives have been turned upside down and inside out. Its a crazy, hectic life, but at the end of the day I wouldn't trade it for anything...as much as I think I can't make it, I won't make it, I do. Just taking it all one day, even one hour at a time. I just never thought this is where my life would lead me, but then again, whose life turns out exactly as they thought it would. Overall, I'm happy, I'm healthy and I'm beyond blessed. My children are happy, not so healthy but Oh So Blessed....they are here. Plain and simple. Life is a blessing, the greatest blessing anyone could ever ask for.

A little insider info: Before I went to college, I was torn between two degrees. Early Childhood Special Ed and Pediatric Nursing. I choose Early Childhood Special Education. I never thought in a million years I would be using my degree to help with my own special needs children. I thought I would be helping OTHER children...not mine. And as far as the Pediatric Nursing, well lets face it, I pretty much already qualify for a degree without ever going to school for it. I've spent way, and I mean WAY too much time at doctor's offices and in hospitals over the last 2 1/2 years. At the end of the day, it really wouldn't have mattered what degree I choose because I've been thrown head first into both areas....its a good thing I know how to swim, because it sure is all overwhelming at times.

All we can do is soak it all in and make the most of it....